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Tuesday, August 4, 2009
100 truths!
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: cincau...
2. Last phone call: peace
3. Last text message: she
4. Last song you listened to: First Love
5. Last time you cried: 3 or 4 month ago
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: no
7. Been cheated on: many times...
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope
9. Lost someone special: ya!
10. Been depressed: always!
11. Been drunk and threw up: never and i can't!
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Blue
13. Black
14. Indigo
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes
16. Fallen out of love: not really
17. Laughed until you cried: yes
18. Met someone who changed you: ya
19. Found out who your true friends were: yaya!
20. Found out someone was talking about you: ya!
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yes...
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them
23. How many kids do you want?: din't think b4...
4. Do you have any pets: no
25. Do you want to change your name: no!
26. What did you do for your last birthday: celebratingzz...
27. What time did you wake up today: 6.30
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: chit-chating...
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: many.. i think..
30. Last time you saw your Mother: at home..
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my face
32. What are you listening to right now : 坏人!
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: she sad...
35. Most visited webpage: http://wingofpeace.hostei.com/index.php
36. Whats your real name: C.J.L.
37. Nicknames: DJX,Ah Leng
38. Relationship Status: complicated
39. Zodiac sign: Cancer
40. Male or female?: Male
41. Primary School?: SJK(C) Kim Sen
42. Secondary School?: SMJK JIT SIN
43. High school/college?: dunno...
44. Hair colour: Black!
45. Long or short: Short!
46. Height: 165cm++
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes..
48: What do you like about yourself?: my skills...
49. Piercings: sometimes...
50. Tattoos: Never!
51. Righty or lefty: Righty!
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: no
53. First piercing: no
54. First best friend: yes
55. First sport you joined: forgot...
56. First vacation: forgot adi..
58. First pair of trainers: processing..
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: ady
60. Drinking: RO water...
61. I'm about to: sleep..
62. Listening to: my laptop
63. Waiting on: to meet her...
YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: yes
65. Get Married?: yup
66. Career?: electronics? pc? audio?
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: kisses
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: huh?
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: No!
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger? : nope
77. Drank hard liquor: no!
78. Lost glasses/contact: break only
79. Sex on first date: no!
80. Broken someone's heart: maybe.... i think...
82. Been arrested: no!
83. Turned someone down: tried not to...
84. Cried when someone died: yes...
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: most of the time
87. Miracles: always
88. Love at first sight: always
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: nonono...
91. Kiss on the first date: i dont have to believe in tat, it happens when it happens
92. Angels: yaya...
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
95. Did you sing today?: nope...
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: ya
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 2th Jan 2006
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 12th Mac 2006
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: no...
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: all of them..
1. Last beverage: cincau...
2. Last phone call: peace
3. Last text message: she
4. Last song you listened to: First Love
5. Last time you cried: 3 or 4 month ago
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: no
7. Been cheated on: many times...
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope
9. Lost someone special: ya!
10. Been depressed: always!
11. Been drunk and threw up: never and i can't!
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Blue
13. Black
14. Indigo
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes
16. Fallen out of love: not really
17. Laughed until you cried: yes
18. Met someone who changed you: ya
19. Found out who your true friends were: yaya!
20. Found out someone was talking about you: ya!
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yes...
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them
23. How many kids do you want?: din't think b4...
4. Do you have any pets: no
25. Do you want to change your name: no!
26. What did you do for your last birthday: celebratingzz...
27. What time did you wake up today: 6.30
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: chit-chating...
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: many.. i think..
30. Last time you saw your Mother: at home..
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my face
32. What are you listening to right now : 坏人!
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: she sad...
35. Most visited webpage: http://wingofpeace.hostei.com/index.php
36. Whats your real name: C.J.L.
37. Nicknames: DJX,Ah Leng
38. Relationship Status: complicated
39. Zodiac sign: Cancer
40. Male or female?: Male
41. Primary School?: SJK(C) Kim Sen
42. Secondary School?: SMJK JIT SIN
43. High school/college?: dunno...
44. Hair colour: Black!
45. Long or short: Short!
46. Height: 165cm++
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes..
48: What do you like about yourself?: my skills...
49. Piercings: sometimes...
50. Tattoos: Never!
51. Righty or lefty: Righty!
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: no
53. First piercing: no
54. First best friend: yes
55. First sport you joined: forgot...
56. First vacation: forgot adi..
58. First pair of trainers: processing..
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: ady
60. Drinking: RO water...
61. I'm about to: sleep..
62. Listening to: my laptop
63. Waiting on: to meet her...
YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: yes
65. Get Married?: yup
66. Career?: electronics? pc? audio?
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: kisses
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: huh?
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: No!
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger? : nope
77. Drank hard liquor: no!
78. Lost glasses/contact: break only
79. Sex on first date: no!
80. Broken someone's heart: maybe.... i think...
82. Been arrested: no!
83. Turned someone down: tried not to...
84. Cried when someone died: yes...
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: most of the time
87. Miracles: always
88. Love at first sight: always
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: nonono...
91. Kiss on the first date: i dont have to believe in tat, it happens when it happens
92. Angels: yaya...
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
95. Did you sing today?: nope...
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: ya
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 2th Jan 2006
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 12th Mac 2006
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: no...
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: all of them..
TaggEd !!
Name: DJX
Sisters: yaya
Brothers: yaya
Shoes size: european 8 ... i think
Height: 165cm+
Where do you live: BM
Favourite drink: water ?
Favourite breakfast: dunno?
HAVE YOU
Been on a plane: yaya
Swam in the ocean: ya
Fallen asleep in school: always!
Broken someone's heart: ya
Fell off your chair: once..
Sat by all night waiting for someone to call: every night..
Saved e-mails: many...
What is your room like: messy!
What's right beside you: a black mice
What's the last thing you ate: rice
Ever had chicken pox: yes
Sore throat: yes
Stiches: yes
Broken nose: nope
Do you believe in love at first sight: yes
Like picnics: no comment...
Who was the last person you danced with: member JSEC
Last made you smile: saw u...
You last yelled at: my sister...
TODAY DID YOU
Talk to someone you like: not'yet
Kissed anyone: no
Get sick: no
Talked to an ex: no
Miss someone: sometimes...
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: no
What's under your bed: ntg...
Who do you really hate: idiot acts likes genius!
What time is it now: 11.09pm
Is there a person who is on your mind right now: always
Do you have any siblings: yes
Do you want children: yaa
Do you smile often: ya
Do you like your handwriting: nono
Are your toenails painted: no
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: yc's... and many...
What color shirt are you wearing: gray...
What were you doing at 6-6.30pm yesterday: calling kelvin...
I can't wait to: be with u...
When did you cry last: R.I.P. my grandmom...
Are you a friendly person: yes? i think...
Do you have any pets: no
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: sleeping...
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you: ya...
Do you sleep with the TV on: never try that..
What are you doing now: tagged!...
Can you handle the truth: suppose...
Are you closer to mother or father: mom
How many people can you say you've really loved: 6
Have you ever cried because something someone said to you: ya
How often do you go to church: nope
If you're having a bad day,who are you most likely to go to: secret..!
Are you confident: depends on
THINGS YOU DID 10 YEARS AGO
dunno....
THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST TODAY
sleep...
5 PLACES I HAVE LIVED IN
-Malaysia
-Penang
-Bukit Mertajam
-K.L.
-Balakong
Sisters: yaya
Brothers: yaya
Shoes size: european 8 ... i think
Height: 165cm+
Where do you live: BM
Favourite drink: water ?
Favourite breakfast: dunno?
HAVE YOU
Been on a plane: yaya
Swam in the ocean: ya
Fallen asleep in school: always!
Broken someone's heart: ya
Fell off your chair: once..
Sat by all night waiting for someone to call: every night..
Saved e-mails: many...
What is your room like: messy!
What's right beside you: a black mice
What's the last thing you ate: rice
Ever had chicken pox: yes
Sore throat: yes
Stiches: yes
Broken nose: nope
Do you believe in love at first sight: yes
Like picnics: no comment...
Who was the last person you danced with: member JSEC
Last made you smile: saw u...
You last yelled at: my sister...
TODAY DID YOU
Talk to someone you like: not'yet
Kissed anyone: no
Get sick: no
Talked to an ex: no
Miss someone: sometimes...
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: no
What's under your bed: ntg...
Who do you really hate: idiot acts likes genius!
What time is it now: 11.09pm
Is there a person who is on your mind right now: always
Do you have any siblings: yes
Do you want children: yaa
Do you smile often: ya
Do you like your handwriting: nono
Are your toenails painted: no
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: yc's... and many...
What color shirt are you wearing: gray...
What were you doing at 6-6.30pm yesterday: calling kelvin...
I can't wait to: be with u...
When did you cry last: R.I.P. my grandmom...
Are you a friendly person: yes? i think...
Do you have any pets: no
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: sleeping...
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you: ya...
Do you sleep with the TV on: never try that..
What are you doing now: tagged!...
Can you handle the truth: suppose...
Are you closer to mother or father: mom
How many people can you say you've really loved: 6
Have you ever cried because something someone said to you: ya
How often do you go to church: nope
If you're having a bad day,who are you most likely to go to: secret..!
Are you confident: depends on
THINGS YOU DID 10 YEARS AGO
dunno....
THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST TODAY
sleep...
5 PLACES I HAVE LIVED IN
-Malaysia
-Penang
-Bukit Mertajam
-K.L.
-Balakong
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Sunday, June 28, 2009
sunday 28/6
morning..waken up by dad
2 attend cc teacher's gathering..
breakfast there..
...
devotional...
icebreaking??
untie pina's talk...
sharing bout challenges & succes story?
closing...
hoping i get some thing from the talk...
after tat...called my dad to bring his son home..
but..he's @ bm now..
so went back wif untie lily...
ok...went 2 yc's gm's house..
his gm tread me warm...
eh ...this is not the first time i went...
kk ...after 10 min i think...
my dad came..
so back lo...
after reach home..
online 4 a while..
then..sleep lo...
slept till 8.15..
headache...
so...din go ruhi bk 7..
and now typing this...
its better now......
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
finally she talked wif me le..
hehe...
assured now
sig off now...
morning..waken up by dad
2 attend cc teacher's gathering..
breakfast there..
...
devotional...
icebreaking??
untie pina's talk...
sharing bout challenges & succes story?
closing...
hoping i get some thing from the talk...
after tat...called my dad to bring his son home..
but..he's @ bm now..
so went back wif untie lily...
ok...went 2 yc's gm's house..
his gm tread me warm...
eh ...this is not the first time i went...
kk ...after 10 min i think...
my dad came..
so back lo...
after reach home..
online 4 a while..
then..sleep lo...
slept till 8.15..
headache...
so...din go ruhi bk 7..
and now typing this...
its better now......
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
finally she talked wif me le..
hehe...
assured now
sig off now...
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
went school
finally...i went school today..hehe..
photo capturing session..
changed uniform...cha....photo captured..
stroling free...
minggu koperasi...boring +.='
so seek for something 2 buy..
finally...decided to buy '4 leaf grass'....
bargaining wif seller..
haiz..saw by some badfriends!..
said tat...blah blah blah...
hope u all'll stop it...
after recesss saw a P written on register book..
haiz...dunno larr..
ei.. y i keepon sighing huh??
after meeting ...checking RAMSA system...
sorry ya...lend us ur things a while...hehe..
one of tat spk...likey no sound leh...
after tat discover tat maybe mono on the spk not tighten or just illusion...?
dunno...................................
trying 2 focus on the place should be focus..
ok...but after tat we decided 2 give up b'cos tighten of tat ramsa....
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
something i dunno tat is y ... tread me like this...
should i take this opportunity 2 ask ... ?
tried... but ... don't want to tell me wor...
i apology although dunno wat's happening on the other hand...
but i think is not my fault 'gua'...
wat should i do ??
who can tell me ??
who can help me ??
photo capturing session..
changed uniform...cha....photo captured..
stroling free...
minggu koperasi...boring +.='
so seek for something 2 buy..
finally...decided to buy '4 leaf grass'....
bargaining wif seller..
haiz..saw by some badfriends!..
said tat...blah blah blah...
hope u all'll stop it...
after recesss saw a P written on register book..
haiz...dunno larr..
ei.. y i keepon sighing huh??
after meeting ...checking RAMSA system...
sorry ya...lend us ur things a while...hehe..
one of tat spk...likey no sound leh...
after tat discover tat maybe mono on the spk not tighten or just illusion...?
dunno...................................
trying 2 focus on the place should be focus..
ok...but after tat we decided 2 give up b'cos tighten of tat ramsa....
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
something i dunno tat is y ... tread me like this...
should i take this opportunity 2 ask ... ?
tried... but ... don't want to tell me wor...
i apology although dunno wat's happening on the other hand...
but i think is not my fault 'gua'...
wat should i do ??
who can tell me ??
who can help me ??
Friday, June 19, 2009
Sorry！！
sorry 4 all my blog supporter....
sorry 4 dissapointing u all...
sorry 4 not updating 4 long time...
i'm buzy for those school duty
buzy building up new forum wif peace,
dun misunderstand ...not pa to
hehe..
u all can support me by visit it...
thx...
http://wingofpeace.hostei.com/index.php
sorry 4 dissapointing u all...
sorry 4 not updating 4 long time...
i'm buzy for those school duty
buzy building up new forum wif peace,
dun misunderstand ...not pa to
hehe..
u all can support me by visit it...
thx...
http://wingofpeace.hostei.com/index.php
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
morning...
studying while teacher din come...
exam !!hate !!
huh..
hhuh..
blabbing wif ahcherng..
suddenly..tat ahmin chip in..
she wanna 2 talk over bout duty
tat her society want ...
then? keep on bargaining price of duty lo...
aiyo...dizzzzzy~
...
after recess..
eng oral test... feel dissapointed...
bad lar!!
or maybe i'm not in good condition ??
ei...now i'm comforting? becalming myself ???
maybe i need rest..
now...wanna 2 charge myself...so..tats all...
DJX signing off...
studying while teacher din come...
exam !!hate !!
huh..
hhuh..
blabbing wif ahcherng..
suddenly..tat ahmin chip in..
she wanna 2 talk over bout duty
tat her society want ...
then? keep on bargaining price of duty lo...
aiyo...dizzzzzy~
...
after recess..
eng oral test... feel dissapointed...
bad lar!!
or maybe i'm not in good condition ??
ei...now i'm comforting? becalming myself ???
maybe i need rest..
now...wanna 2 charge myself...so..tats all...
DJX signing off...
Friday, May 15, 2009
its ok...
thx all friends...
thx 4 ur caring..
its ok..
i'm ok...
bout tat funeral...
am i sad ?? ...some lo..
but i think its the time to let her
depart to the kingdom of GOD..
she'll be more suffering...
if continue this...
keep on praying..
.....
thx 4 ur caring..
its ok..
i'm ok...
bout tat funeral...
am i sad ?? ...some lo..
but i think its the time to let her
depart to the kingdom of GOD..
she'll be more suffering...
if continue this...
keep on praying..
.....
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Saturday, May 2, 2009
no title...
miss my teacher so much...
but..
haizzz
yesterday..
gone school..
chung ling's electronics ppl ..haiz...
huh..
stp..
so buzy..
zzz..
setup here & there..
& some fools playing dotA in d.dept..
this is the last time..
thinking how to SCREW them...
but..
haizzz
yesterday..
gone school..
chung ling's electronics ppl ..haiz...
huh..
stp..
so buzy..
zzz..
setup here & there..
& some fools playing dotA in d.dept..
this is the last time..
thinking how to SCREW them...
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
today...
many things happened...
our dear swee cherng came out results with 36sec ..
solving rubik's cube..
cheer for him...
AGM today...
like a fool...
selected to be the chief of DutyDept. and Sales Dept....
ok ok nia lo..
not so suprised....
pressure....
reticent now....
our dear swee cherng came out results with 36sec ..
solving rubik's cube..
cheer for him...
AGM today...
like a fool...
selected to be the chief of DutyDept. and Sales Dept....
ok ok nia lo..
not so suprised....
pressure....
reticent now....
Sunday, April 19, 2009
19/4/09
reading ruhi bk 5...wan finish le..
but..
y so long har ?
fearing tat cannot finish..on time...
haiz..
intensive ruhi bk 5..
hor..
realy a terror...
boost to max..
but ..
give it to God le..
hope God bless me..
maybe i'll never forgot this day..
same with yyc & yys gua ...
but..
y so long har ?
fearing tat cannot finish..on time...
haiz..
intensive ruhi bk 5..
hor..
realy a terror...
boost to max..
but ..
give it to God le..
hope God bless me..
maybe i'll never forgot this day..
same with yyc & yys gua ...
Saturday, April 18, 2009
距离
〈世界上最远的距离〉
世界上最远的距离
不是 生与死
而是 我就站在你的面前你却不知道我爱你
世界上最远的距离
不是 我就站在你的面前你却不知道我爱你
而是 明知道彼此相爱 却不能在一起
世界上最远的距离
不是 明知道彼此相爱 却不能在一起
而是 明明无法抵抗这股思念
却还的故意装作丝毫不把你放在心里
世界上最远的距离
不是 明明无法抵抗这股思念
却还的故意装作丝毫不把你放在心里
而是 用自己冷漠的心 对爱你的人
掘了一条无法跨却的深渠
On the boundary farthest distance
Is not to living with die
But is I stand in your in front however you do not know that I love you
Farthest distance in the world
Is not I stand in your in front however you do not know that I love you
But is to know perfectly well the way love each other each other however can't together
Farthest distance in the world
Is not to know perfectly well the way love each other each other however can't together
But can't resist clearly this remember fondly
Return however of set up for intentionally the slightest not present to mind you
Farthest distance in the world
Is not to can't resist clearly this remember fondly
Return however of set up for intentionally the slightest not present to mind you
But is a heart to use oneself's inhospitality to love your person
Dig a can't across the however deep
世界上最远的距离
不是 生与死
而是 我就站在你的面前你却不知道我爱你
世界上最远的距离
不是 我就站在你的面前你却不知道我爱你
而是 明知道彼此相爱 却不能在一起
世界上最远的距离
不是 明知道彼此相爱 却不能在一起
而是 明明无法抵抗这股思念
却还的故意装作丝毫不把你放在心里
世界上最远的距离
不是 明明无法抵抗这股思念
却还的故意装作丝毫不把你放在心里
而是 用自己冷漠的心 对爱你的人
掘了一条无法跨却的深渠
On the boundary farthest distance
Is not to living with die
But is I stand in your in front however you do not know that I love you
Farthest distance in the world
Is not I stand in your in front however you do not know that I love you
But is to know perfectly well the way love each other each other however can't together
Farthest distance in the world
Is not to know perfectly well the way love each other each other however can't together
But can't resist clearly this remember fondly
Return however of set up for intentionally the slightest not present to mind you
Farthest distance in the world
Is not to can't resist clearly this remember fondly
Return however of set up for intentionally the slightest not present to mind you
But is a heart to use oneself's inhospitality to love your person
Dig a can't across the however deep
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
等
我等待着...
等待着你的电话...
屏幕上你的头像闪亮
就是对我巨大的补偿
我等你 ！
等待着你的电话...
屏幕上你的头像闪亮
就是对我巨大的补偿
我等待着....
等待你的回答...
耳畔边你的声音回荡...
那是我最无限的向往
也许我现在能做的，也只有等待...
一个人默默的等待
等待你的到来...
我等你 ！
爱？？
说到爱情,我不敢去想了.我怕我真的怕.可以说爱是一件神圣的吧.但是当你接触了它.你会发现其实爱也是一件很可怕的东西.
我和他曾经是真的相爱过.或许就是这样.你爱的越深伤的就越严重.那天是个不开心的一天.我在雨中走着."你去哪,我送你吧."我说:让我静静.
其实我真的想说,对不起,我不想和你说话.
并不是因为我恨你,在我脑海中<恨>这个字眼是很陌生的/
我不想和你说话是因为,我真的伤心了.
我不想和你说话是因为,我怕让你看到我的泪水.
我不想和你说话是因为,我怕我的声音颤抖。
我不想和你说话是因为，。。。。
很多很多，我不要再去想像这爱情是多么完美无缺，我也不敢去想像这爱情是多么神圣无比。
虽然这事过了很久，但是我却忘不了，因为这份爱我用心了，在我心里这是刻骨铭心的。
我当时多么希望上帝能够给我一杯忘情水，但我知道这是不可能的事情。
想起曾经你的承诺，是那么动听。
那时感觉我很幸福，可是这“幸福”却成为了我今天的悲伤。
朋友告诉我说：你不要一头撞死在一棵树上/
老实说，我觉得这句话很有道理。可是这伤痛的刺青不但是刻在我身上，同时也刻在我心里，身上的伤痛好了，可是心里却有磨灭不了的疤痕。
我以为我可以把这份情忘了。可是我发现我很脆弱，我不能忘，不是我不想忘，而是我真的忘不了。
我一直想知道为什么我和你要分开，我真是不想和你分开。到现在为止我还是不知道为什么。
你并没有想要告诉我原因，所以我才不会勉强你。
我一边写着这篇日志一边听着《你的承诺》，可是你忘了你的承诺，或许你只是我心里的一个过客，迟早要离开。那些所谓的承诺也就也就可以不心要实现了吧。
我走了以后，你兄弟在我身边安慰我，我才感觉到了一些温暖。我在他肩哭了，第一次，真的是第一次，那泪水流下来是那么烫。他不停为我擦眼泪，他说：傻瓜，有必要吗。我没有说话，因为我没有力量了，感觉我有点颓废。
过了这么久，我还爱你吗。。。？？？
我和他曾经是真的相爱过.或许就是这样.你爱的越深伤的就越严重.那天是个不开心的一天.我在雨中走着."你去哪,我送你吧."我说:让我静静.
其实我真的想说,对不起,我不想和你说话.
并不是因为我恨你,在我脑海中<恨>这个字眼是很陌生的/
我不想和你说话是因为,我真的伤心了.
我不想和你说话是因为,我怕让你看到我的泪水.
我不想和你说话是因为,我怕我的声音颤抖。
我不想和你说话是因为，。。。。
很多很多，我不要再去想像这爱情是多么完美无缺，我也不敢去想像这爱情是多么神圣无比。
虽然这事过了很久，但是我却忘不了，因为这份爱我用心了，在我心里这是刻骨铭心的。
我当时多么希望上帝能够给我一杯忘情水，但我知道这是不可能的事情。
想起曾经你的承诺，是那么动听。
那时感觉我很幸福，可是这“幸福”却成为了我今天的悲伤。
朋友告诉我说：你不要一头撞死在一棵树上/
老实说，我觉得这句话很有道理。可是这伤痛的刺青不但是刻在我身上，同时也刻在我心里，身上的伤痛好了，可是心里却有磨灭不了的疤痕。
我以为我可以把这份情忘了。可是我发现我很脆弱，我不能忘，不是我不想忘，而是我真的忘不了。
我一直想知道为什么我和你要分开，我真是不想和你分开。到现在为止我还是不知道为什么。
你并没有想要告诉我原因，所以我才不会勉强你。
我一边写着这篇日志一边听着《你的承诺》，可是你忘了你的承诺，或许你只是我心里的一个过客，迟早要离开。那些所谓的承诺也就也就可以不心要实现了吧。
我走了以后，你兄弟在我身边安慰我，我才感觉到了一些温暖。我在他肩哭了，第一次，真的是第一次，那泪水流下来是那么烫。他不停为我擦眼泪，他说：傻瓜，有必要吗。我没有说话，因为我没有力量了，感觉我有点颓废。
过了这么久，我还爱你吗。。。？？？
雨...
要下雨了，好久都没呼吸这么新鲜空气了。走在回家的路上，雨来了…
微微小雨，下的那么低调，我双手插兜低头快速往家的走着，雨天就是另人愁肠…尤其是对于我们这些有心事的人。今天雨另我勾起了去年的这个时候，去年的这个时候也下着雨，我遇到了她，模糊记忆让我不敢用力去想…疼…不知道她现在怎么样了，心里老是惦念着尽管我们已经没有关系了。
头疼，脚疼，心疼，年前到现在一直都是这个低迷状态，才十八就这么多愁善感没出息的很…而且还是爷们儿，晚上失眠总是想起伤心的事，眼角流出泪，每天伴着泪水睡着，好像小时候，每天醒来枕头湿湿的…有中委屈哭着喊妈妈的冲动，朋友，同学，兄弟，都骂我…
大爷们流什么泪？你他妈的有点出息好不好？我心里明白，他们都是为我好，我重内心的感谢他们，但是说句实话的感情这方面他们都了解我…俗话说：“男儿有泪不轻弹”。我想说，只是他没有到伤心处而以。
下午兄弟告诉我，她和别人好了，一个班的挺长时间了，我看到短信后不争气的泪掉了下来，我睁大眼睛怒力不让它们掉下来…但是最终掉在了地上，原来泪水那么大颗。我大口的深呼吸着，我拿起手机回信息骂到，你他吗的不知道我伤心，还来刺激我？…猪回到：我只是想告诉你…
其实为这件事的到来，我已经做好了心里准备，但是没想到来的怎么快，而且威力不减以前…
祝她们幸福，我模糊着双眼写下了这行字…迅速的按了确实键…发送中…发送成功…
以后的路我自己走，少了对你的惦念，虽然空虚但是终究会习惯…祝你们幸福。
忘记…我已经卜能奔跑…毕竟伤筋骨不是一俩天的事…
躺在放松垫子上，大口呼吸…忘记
這是我在網上看到的一個故事，老實說真的讓我很感動，請大家慢慢欣賞吧～
喂。。。
老公啊，我们什么时候能结婚啊？
“老公啊，我们什么时候能结婚啊？”女人一脸好奇的问，从声音分辨，她是很轻快的询问！他们在一起时间不久，两年而已，相处两年的情侣到处都是，随便就能抓出一大把，而现在的人，能有几个在交往的时候考虑结婚的？
“现在工作上也没什么突破，过两年吧！”男人轻轻柔柔道！
“哦！”没有失落亦没有兴奋，似乎预料中！
“老公啊，那假如有孩子了怎么办？”
“你有了？”男人严肃的握住女人的手，眼神犀利的盯住她！
“你抓痛我了啦！”女人喊了出来，“我是问问而已，有了我会告诉你的！”
“老婆，你记得，以我们现在并不适合要孩子，经济上也许可以不用顾忌但是心理上还无法接受，养育一个孩子不是养育一只小宠物那么简单；如果有了要告诉我，我会陪你去医院的，明白吗？”听了女人的话，男人放下心来，也柔下声音来对女人说着自己的观点！
“ 你放心好了啦，我不会那么不注意的，即便是有了也不会瞒你的，嘿嘿！”女人清爽的声音再度响起！但在心底，女人不知道是否该赞同男人的话，彼此工作其实都不错也算稳定；已经多次思考过，男人只是交往初期提到过结婚，而当彼此交往变得稳定后就没有涉及过婚姻；女人虽然大大咧咧但不是真的傻！其实真不知道他们之间的问题到底出在哪？是不爱吗？虽然感觉不到爱却也没感觉到哪不爱，也许是时间让彼此都沉静了！现在他们住的房子，一半是女人出钱按揭的；她习惯平衡！平日逛街，他也从来没有陪过她，她从来不觉得有什么不舒服，毕竟习惯自娱是最容易快乐的方式，这时候却想到这个动作是否也能衡量他的感情。
“老公啊，今天你陪我逛街好不好？你还从来没陪我上过街呢！”女人撒娇的说。
“忙呢！乖，怎么今天想到要我陪了？”男人漫不经心的问！
“那你要不要嘛？”
“自己去吧，要买什么自己去提款就是！”男人的眼光始终专注在文件上！
“老公，我突然想嫁给你了，怎么办？”清纯美丽的小脸上闪亮的大眼无辜的望着男人；这句话把男人的注意力拉回到她身上。男人望着眼前这个没被现实的残忍划下太多痕迹的女子，隐隐的不耐与无力！
“那张纸对你来说是什么意义？”男人放下手上的工作打算和女人好好的谈一次！
“不知道！想和你结婚跟那张纸有牵连吗？”
“你想结婚不就是想要那张纸吗？”男人牵动了下眉。
“如果你那样想也可以啦，你有没有想过和我结婚？其实也是在问你的未来有没有把我算在内！”依然是轻快的声音。
“从一开始我就是打算和你一直走下去的，你不会不明白。”男人间接的回答。
“你从来没有直接的回答过我的问题耶，不管是怎样的问题都好！”女人把声音放到很嗲；“好了啦，不跟你讨论了，免得气死我自己！嘻嘻，那我自己去逛街啦，不要你陪，哼！”话音一落，她拿起包以轻快的姿态走出房间！
身后的门一关上，原本笑意盈盈的脸瞬间沉下来，换上一脸苍白与哀愁，眸底有着让人捕捉不住的幽晦迷离！迈出脚步，缓缓的走在人潮拥挤的路上，脑子里一片空白却也塞满了思绪，一直都以为自己是很快就能过渡伤害放大欢乐的开心着，这次用尽了力气，却做不到；泪水直流！有的时候不甘愿输给命运却不得不屈服于宿命！快乐的妖精这会，不快乐！哭够了，收起眼泪扬起笑脸，冲到步行街给心爱的他选了十套西服十件衬衣十条领带十个胸针十双袜子十双鞋子，信用卡几乎被刷暴，但是她笑得看不到眼！这时候的她，又是一个精灵，能感染人的精灵！
东西太多扛不了，只好打车回去！得意洋洋的向他炫耀自己的战绩，他看到那么多的衣服，嘴角边隐隐的抽搐，看着身旁这个做事向来一鸣惊人的她不知做何反应！
“老公啊，这些都我挑的，不错吧？”看着自己挑的西服她自我陶醉，对自己的眼光她向来自信！
“老公啊，这些衣服记得已经慢慢穿哦，今天看到好看的心血来潮就帮你买了！哼，你要敢说一个不喜欢的字眼，我就让你吃不了兜着走，听到没？”插着腰威胁，故意板起那张娇滴滴的脸！
“好！我不说不喜欢，但是你买这么干什么？你怎么总是那么浪费！”男人语带指责。
“哎呀啦，老公，反正都已经买了你骂我也没用啊！你就多疼我一点也喜欢上这些衣服吧，好不好嘛？”撒娇的摇着他的手，一脸的委屈状！他回她一个无奈的眼神，揉揉她的头发；
“好好好！你呀，以后记得别这样了听到没？否则就算你撒娇我一样不饶哦！”
“恩恩恩恩！”拼命的摇晃着脑袋！
“ 嘿嘿．．．嬉嬉．．．”女人一直在咧着嘴傻笑个不停，男人见状亦拉开嘴笑了出来，他的女人太可爱了，和个孩子一样无忧，也有成熟女人的知性；有“妻”如她，还有什么不满足？他在心里也在琢磨着见家长的事，一直都不再提起结婚的事只是想给她一个惊喜，当初在一起的时候，他就下定决心娶她！
“老公啊，我这个月回家去陪我妈妈好不好？毕业到现在我都没有在家好好呆过呢，妈妈好想我了，我怕弟弟娶到的老婆欺负我妈，我要回去好好‘教育’弟弟去！”晚上的时候她楼着他，手在他身上挠着痒痒，他边逃开他的魔爪，边取笑：“你终于有良心记起妈妈啦？”
“嬉嬉，人家我可是乖乖女咧！老公，我买了明天中午的机票，这段时间你可要好好照顾自己哦！”
“原来你是有计谋的啊，我说你怎么忽然对我那么好！”男人假装凶神恶煞！
“哈哈，你装的都不像了啦！讨厌～。。。”
笑声溢满整个世界！
半个月过去，男人耐不住没有女人在身边的空寂，思念她的调皮，想念她的体温；拨通她电话，男人细声细语的磨女人赶快买票回来！电话里她清爽如银铃般的笑声回荡在整个脑海里令他眼圈犯红！
“老婆，你回来好不好？我们结婚吧！”
电话另一头刹那静如死寂！“你，不是不想娶我的吗？”沉默过后，女人轻轻的问！
“我不是不想，我是想在适当的时候给你一个惊喜，只是还是熬不过思念先说了！”男人解释着！
“嬉嬉，好啊，你等我回去好不好？”女人恢复精灵样！似乎得到了全世界一样！
继续半个月过去了，男人见女人迟迟不归，再次拨通电话；这回电话响了好久才被接起，却是女人的弟弟接的，男人询问他女人怎么还没回来，弟弟说她那里还需要处理点事，还没那么快能走开，告知很快就回，请他别挂心！
再半个月后，男人接到来自女人弟弟的电话，电话里，弟弟让他马上过他们家去，说女人有事！男人吓到了，定好机票如箭般飞奔机场！
到了x市，女人的弟弟接机，弟弟一眼就认出男人，一路沉默的把男人领到医院；不祥的预感笼罩着男人，病房门开，女人瘦弱苍白的脸震撼住男人，心猛的被狠狠的揪了一把，绞痛难耐！拖着软无力的腿，迈到紧闭双眼的女人身边，用手，轻轻的抚着那熟悉的脸颊，一下一下的抚摸着！
“姐姐胃癌晚期，拖了两个月了！”弟弟在一旁轻轻说着，女人的父母眼圈瞬间又泛红！
喂。。。
老公啊，我们什么时候能结婚啊？
“老公啊，我们什么时候能结婚啊？”女人一脸好奇的问，从声音分辨，她是很轻快的询问！他们在一起时间不久，两年而已，相处两年的情侣到处都是，随便就能抓出一大把，而现在的人，能有几个在交往的时候考虑结婚的？
“现在工作上也没什么突破，过两年吧！”男人轻轻柔柔道！
“哦！”没有失落亦没有兴奋，似乎预料中！
“老公啊，那假如有孩子了怎么办？”
“你有了？”男人严肃的握住女人的手，眼神犀利的盯住她！
“你抓痛我了啦！”女人喊了出来，“我是问问而已，有了我会告诉你的！”
“老婆，你记得，以我们现在并不适合要孩子，经济上也许可以不用顾忌但是心理上还无法接受，养育一个孩子不是养育一只小宠物那么简单；如果有了要告诉我，我会陪你去医院的，明白吗？”听了女人的话，男人放下心来，也柔下声音来对女人说着自己的观点！
“ 你放心好了啦，我不会那么不注意的，即便是有了也不会瞒你的，嘿嘿！”女人清爽的声音再度响起！但在心底，女人不知道是否该赞同男人的话，彼此工作其实都不错也算稳定；已经多次思考过，男人只是交往初期提到过结婚，而当彼此交往变得稳定后就没有涉及过婚姻；女人虽然大大咧咧但不是真的傻！其实真不知道他们之间的问题到底出在哪？是不爱吗？虽然感觉不到爱却也没感觉到哪不爱，也许是时间让彼此都沉静了！现在他们住的房子，一半是女人出钱按揭的；她习惯平衡！平日逛街，他也从来没有陪过她，她从来不觉得有什么不舒服，毕竟习惯自娱是最容易快乐的方式，这时候却想到这个动作是否也能衡量他的感情。
“老公啊，今天你陪我逛街好不好？你还从来没陪我上过街呢！”女人撒娇的说。
“忙呢！乖，怎么今天想到要我陪了？”男人漫不经心的问！
“那你要不要嘛？”
“自己去吧，要买什么自己去提款就是！”男人的眼光始终专注在文件上！
“老公，我突然想嫁给你了，怎么办？”清纯美丽的小脸上闪亮的大眼无辜的望着男人；这句话把男人的注意力拉回到她身上。男人望着眼前这个没被现实的残忍划下太多痕迹的女子，隐隐的不耐与无力！
“那张纸对你来说是什么意义？”男人放下手上的工作打算和女人好好的谈一次！
“不知道！想和你结婚跟那张纸有牵连吗？”
“你想结婚不就是想要那张纸吗？”男人牵动了下眉。
“如果你那样想也可以啦，你有没有想过和我结婚？其实也是在问你的未来有没有把我算在内！”依然是轻快的声音。
“从一开始我就是打算和你一直走下去的，你不会不明白。”男人间接的回答。
“你从来没有直接的回答过我的问题耶，不管是怎样的问题都好！”女人把声音放到很嗲；“好了啦，不跟你讨论了，免得气死我自己！嘻嘻，那我自己去逛街啦，不要你陪，哼！”话音一落，她拿起包以轻快的姿态走出房间！
身后的门一关上，原本笑意盈盈的脸瞬间沉下来，换上一脸苍白与哀愁，眸底有着让人捕捉不住的幽晦迷离！迈出脚步，缓缓的走在人潮拥挤的路上，脑子里一片空白却也塞满了思绪，一直都以为自己是很快就能过渡伤害放大欢乐的开心着，这次用尽了力气，却做不到；泪水直流！有的时候不甘愿输给命运却不得不屈服于宿命！快乐的妖精这会，不快乐！哭够了，收起眼泪扬起笑脸，冲到步行街给心爱的他选了十套西服十件衬衣十条领带十个胸针十双袜子十双鞋子，信用卡几乎被刷暴，但是她笑得看不到眼！这时候的她，又是一个精灵，能感染人的精灵！
东西太多扛不了，只好打车回去！得意洋洋的向他炫耀自己的战绩，他看到那么多的衣服，嘴角边隐隐的抽搐，看着身旁这个做事向来一鸣惊人的她不知做何反应！
“老公啊，这些都我挑的，不错吧？”看着自己挑的西服她自我陶醉，对自己的眼光她向来自信！
“老公啊，这些衣服记得已经慢慢穿哦，今天看到好看的心血来潮就帮你买了！哼，你要敢说一个不喜欢的字眼，我就让你吃不了兜着走，听到没？”插着腰威胁，故意板起那张娇滴滴的脸！
“好！我不说不喜欢，但是你买这么干什么？你怎么总是那么浪费！”男人语带指责。
“哎呀啦，老公，反正都已经买了你骂我也没用啊！你就多疼我一点也喜欢上这些衣服吧，好不好嘛？”撒娇的摇着他的手，一脸的委屈状！他回她一个无奈的眼神，揉揉她的头发；
“好好好！你呀，以后记得别这样了听到没？否则就算你撒娇我一样不饶哦！”
“恩恩恩恩！”拼命的摇晃着脑袋！
“ 嘿嘿．．．嬉嬉．．．”女人一直在咧着嘴傻笑个不停，男人见状亦拉开嘴笑了出来，他的女人太可爱了，和个孩子一样无忧，也有成熟女人的知性；有“妻”如她，还有什么不满足？他在心里也在琢磨着见家长的事，一直都不再提起结婚的事只是想给她一个惊喜，当初在一起的时候，他就下定决心娶她！
“老公啊，我这个月回家去陪我妈妈好不好？毕业到现在我都没有在家好好呆过呢，妈妈好想我了，我怕弟弟娶到的老婆欺负我妈，我要回去好好‘教育’弟弟去！”晚上的时候她楼着他，手在他身上挠着痒痒，他边逃开他的魔爪，边取笑：“你终于有良心记起妈妈啦？”
“嬉嬉，人家我可是乖乖女咧！老公，我买了明天中午的机票，这段时间你可要好好照顾自己哦！”
“原来你是有计谋的啊，我说你怎么忽然对我那么好！”男人假装凶神恶煞！
“哈哈，你装的都不像了啦！讨厌～。。。”
笑声溢满整个世界！
半个月过去，男人耐不住没有女人在身边的空寂，思念她的调皮，想念她的体温；拨通她电话，男人细声细语的磨女人赶快买票回来！电话里她清爽如银铃般的笑声回荡在整个脑海里令他眼圈犯红！
“老婆，你回来好不好？我们结婚吧！”
电话另一头刹那静如死寂！“你，不是不想娶我的吗？”沉默过后，女人轻轻的问！
“我不是不想，我是想在适当的时候给你一个惊喜，只是还是熬不过思念先说了！”男人解释着！
“嬉嬉，好啊，你等我回去好不好？”女人恢复精灵样！似乎得到了全世界一样！
继续半个月过去了，男人见女人迟迟不归，再次拨通电话；这回电话响了好久才被接起，却是女人的弟弟接的，男人询问他女人怎么还没回来，弟弟说她那里还需要处理点事，还没那么快能走开，告知很快就回，请他别挂心！
再半个月后，男人接到来自女人弟弟的电话，电话里，弟弟让他马上过他们家去，说女人有事！男人吓到了，定好机票如箭般飞奔机场！
到了x市，女人的弟弟接机，弟弟一眼就认出男人，一路沉默的把男人领到医院；不祥的预感笼罩着男人，病房门开，女人瘦弱苍白的脸震撼住男人，心猛的被狠狠的揪了一把，绞痛难耐！拖着软无力的腿，迈到紧闭双眼的女人身边，用手，轻轻的抚着那熟悉的脸颊，一下一下的抚摸着！
“姐姐胃癌晚期，拖了两个月了！”弟弟在一旁轻轻说着，女人的父母眼圈瞬间又泛红！
这个意外，真的太意外了，意外到连怎么回事都弄不清楚，意外到他感觉自己是在云端！胃癌，原来女人总是说没胃口总是不吃东西，说减肥是女人的终身事业，这一切都是借口，他责怪自己怎么就没用心去观察过；怪自己那么大意让女人独自撑着这最难熬的日子！
女人去天堂后的半个月！从女人住的那个城市寄来一封信，男人看着熟悉的字体，浑身颤抖：
亲爱的老公：
一定在想我了，是吗？一定是的，我在天堂都感觉到了呢！
老公啊，你说想和我结婚，真的好感动哦！原本以为你只是想和我在一起并
没有和我共度一生的想法！老公，谢谢你的爱！
和你在一起啊，真的是世上最幸福的事呢！每天早上醒来你都会喊手麻
，嬉嬉，知道吗？老公，这是最最感动最最记忆犹新的片刻，在家的这些日
子我都睡不着，没有你的手臂当枕头没有你的怀抱当港湾；但是我不后悔，
我不愿意你看到我被病魔折磨的不成人形的样子，我相信换你你也不会让我
看到自己痛苦的一面！老公，原谅我，以后只能在天上笑给你听了！老公啊，
一年前，我是多么希望时间能够定格，多么想永远永远都把你铭记于心底，
但是发现怎么看你都看不够，我不知道要怎么做才能让心里舒服点，我知道
你爱听我笑的声音，其实我自己也好喜欢自己的笑呢，所以就天天笑，让你
永远都记得我，是不是好自私？我怕我走了之后你把我的一切都尘封进一个
连碰都不会去触碰的角落里，我好怕，怕在那里我会冷，所以就用爱让你对
我刻骨铭心！我把每天当成最后一天来过，所以，够了，今生有你，够了！
上次帮你买的衣服袜子鞋子，你每年在我离开的那天穿上一套去看我好
不好？十套，那就是十年，十年里，你只能用十天的时间想我，在特定的那
天里，你才可以想起我也不准不想我，你知道我喜欢紫色玫瑰花，记得去找
到哦，我对我老公可是很有信心的呢！记得，一年就是那一天能穿，别的时
候不要去碰那些服装，如果你忘记了，那么在你老之后看到那些衣服，也许
能想起我的这个要求呢！嬉嬉，以后你娶老婆了，记得在那天的时候带来给
我看，但是不要告诉她我是谁，是女人都会介意的，就说．．．呃．．．就
说我是你的青梅竹马好不好？我好羡慕那些青梅竹马长大的人哦！以后你娶
老婆了，那她就是“咱老婆”，你要对咱老婆好哦，就像对我这样，因为我
在天上看着呢；虽然我会哭会吃醋，但是我更不舍得女孩子伤心；你下辈子
欠我一生，好不好？下辈子我会是一个好健康好健康的宝宝呢，到时候我会
用力用力的缠你一辈子，直到老去！
老公，我不想告诉你我爱你这个事实了，怕你哭！我只看过你哭一次，
那次我任性和你提分手；但是现在的你一定也是在哭，对吗？不只是眼睛哭，
心也在流着泪！老公啊，不要让心停格在那凄楚哀怆的瞬间，笑着面对人生，
帮我笑完今生，好吗？
从现在开始，不要悲哀不要消沉；想我只要用十年里的十天；十年后把
我从生命里彻底清除，我自私，但是我怕我的自私让你恨我；所以我就赖你
十年，就十年好不好？十年，我们就真的忘记彼此，期待来生！
已经在履行约定的傻孩子
泪滴湿了信纸，男人痛哭失声！天渐渐的暗了，黑了，窗外灯光斜射了进来，男人整理好情绪；“老婆，我记得你十年，想你用十天，来生还你一辈子！”轻轻的，对着天际呢喃......
女人去天堂后的半个月！从女人住的那个城市寄来一封信，男人看着熟悉的字体，浑身颤抖：
亲爱的老公：
一定在想我了，是吗？一定是的，我在天堂都感觉到了呢！
老公啊，你说想和我结婚，真的好感动哦！原本以为你只是想和我在一起并
没有和我共度一生的想法！老公，谢谢你的爱！
和你在一起啊，真的是世上最幸福的事呢！每天早上醒来你都会喊手麻
，嬉嬉，知道吗？老公，这是最最感动最最记忆犹新的片刻，在家的这些日
子我都睡不着，没有你的手臂当枕头没有你的怀抱当港湾；但是我不后悔，
我不愿意你看到我被病魔折磨的不成人形的样子，我相信换你你也不会让我
看到自己痛苦的一面！老公，原谅我，以后只能在天上笑给你听了！老公啊，
一年前，我是多么希望时间能够定格，多么想永远永远都把你铭记于心底，
但是发现怎么看你都看不够，我不知道要怎么做才能让心里舒服点，我知道
你爱听我笑的声音，其实我自己也好喜欢自己的笑呢，所以就天天笑，让你
永远都记得我，是不是好自私？我怕我走了之后你把我的一切都尘封进一个
连碰都不会去触碰的角落里，我好怕，怕在那里我会冷，所以就用爱让你对
我刻骨铭心！我把每天当成最后一天来过，所以，够了，今生有你，够了！
上次帮你买的衣服袜子鞋子，你每年在我离开的那天穿上一套去看我好
不好？十套，那就是十年，十年里，你只能用十天的时间想我，在特定的那
天里，你才可以想起我也不准不想我，你知道我喜欢紫色玫瑰花，记得去找
到哦，我对我老公可是很有信心的呢！记得，一年就是那一天能穿，别的时
候不要去碰那些服装，如果你忘记了，那么在你老之后看到那些衣服，也许
能想起我的这个要求呢！嬉嬉，以后你娶老婆了，记得在那天的时候带来给
我看，但是不要告诉她我是谁，是女人都会介意的，就说．．．呃．．．就
说我是你的青梅竹马好不好？我好羡慕那些青梅竹马长大的人哦！以后你娶
老婆了，那她就是“咱老婆”，你要对咱老婆好哦，就像对我这样，因为我
在天上看着呢；虽然我会哭会吃醋，但是我更不舍得女孩子伤心；你下辈子
欠我一生，好不好？下辈子我会是一个好健康好健康的宝宝呢，到时候我会
用力用力的缠你一辈子，直到老去！
老公，我不想告诉你我爱你这个事实了，怕你哭！我只看过你哭一次，
那次我任性和你提分手；但是现在的你一定也是在哭，对吗？不只是眼睛哭，
心也在流着泪！老公啊，不要让心停格在那凄楚哀怆的瞬间，笑着面对人生，
帮我笑完今生，好吗？
从现在开始，不要悲哀不要消沉；想我只要用十年里的十天；十年后把
我从生命里彻底清除，我自私，但是我怕我的自私让你恨我；所以我就赖你
十年，就十年好不好？十年，我们就真的忘记彼此，期待来生！
已经在履行约定的傻孩子
泪滴湿了信纸，男人痛哭失声！天渐渐的暗了，黑了，窗外灯光斜射了进来，男人整理好情绪；“老婆，我记得你十年，想你用十天，来生还你一辈子！”轻轻的，对着天际呢喃......
Sunday, April 12, 2009
sports day
friday...
i stayback school to setup the A class function
for school sports day...
we wakil all f2 D.Dept. member..to came out for helping
tat E.K.L. ar...haizzz.
Ah Toh ar...make us a big trouble...
say tat f2 mus attend assembly ar...
if not its called ponteng..
finally...
we all meet inside the disipline room...
rescue them...explain...explain...and explain..
haizzz...
then..no time liao lo..
i & nanfeng setup the things tat din done lo....
only till 12++ onli la...
nextday..
6.00 wakeup lo..
setup all thing tat din done yet..
6.30 came out with sound
7.30 finish every things...
and sports start lo..
cannot play songs louder...because our CUTE teacher!!!
think it is loud enough..
in fact...i heard no feel when sound checking reach the gate 1 & 2
haiz..
realy cute ppl...
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz................
haiz..no commend bout our school teacher...
i stayback school to setup the A class function
for school sports day...
we wakil all f2 D.Dept. member..to came out for helping
tat E.K.L. ar...haizzz.
Ah Toh ar...make us a big trouble...
say tat f2 mus attend assembly ar...
if not its called ponteng..
finally...
we all meet inside the disipline room...
rescue them...explain...explain...and explain..
haizzz...
then..no time liao lo..
i & nanfeng setup the things tat din done lo....
only till 12++ onli la...
nextday..
6.00 wakeup lo..
setup all thing tat din done yet..
6.30 came out with sound
7.30 finish every things...
and sports start lo..
cannot play songs louder...because our CUTE teacher!!!
think it is loud enough..
in fact...i heard no feel when sound checking reach the gate 1 & 2
haiz..
realy cute ppl...
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz................
haiz..no commend bout our school teacher...
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
hate...
................................. huh!!!!!!!
wat u wan ???
dun try to anger me i tell u !!!!!
why u wan to do like this !!!????
why my 7/4/09 cant run smoothly??
why ? why ? why ?
why i become like this ??
why i so angry because of these stupid things?
unexplainable??
hate myself now...
T_T
reticent now.....
wat u wan ???
dun try to anger me i tell u !!!!!
why u wan to do like this !!!????
why my 7/4/09 cant run smoothly??
why ? why ? why ?
why i become like this ??
why i so angry because of these stupid things?
unexplainable??
hate myself now...
T_T
reticent now.....
Monday, April 6, 2009
buzy saturdayzzz
i went to visit my grandpa today ..miss him much...!!! but wat to do??
haizzz
then..back to home...
lunch time..
after tat...
cos promised..so i ...... went benggali with friend..
get know the price of the proaud equiment
then..i know..our spk in D.Dept are the famous brand in spain..
our ex-com brought it...
but now..very expensive..
then..we brought a tweeter voice coil
TO0Oh & pEACE brought some electronics component & gadget
AFter they're back ..
i went to learning centre for ruhi bk5.... sorry YC
learned many...
erm...
service,wat is jy,etc hhaha...
& the most important is...hate ego..!!!
last ....
THX GOD..thx Bahau'llah !!!
^_^
haizzz
then..back to home...
lunch time..
after tat...
cos promised..so i ...... went benggali with friend..
get know the price of the proaud equiment
then..i know..our spk in D.Dept are the famous brand in spain..
our ex-com brought it...
but now..very expensive..
then..we brought a tweeter voice coil
TO0Oh & pEACE brought some electronics component & gadget
AFter they're back ..
i went to learning centre for ruhi bk5.... sorry YC
learned many...
erm...
service,wat is jy,etc hhaha...
& the most important is...hate ego..!!!
last ....
THX GOD..thx Bahau'llah !!!
^_^
Thursday, April 2, 2009
stupid days...!!!
T0day hor...erm...
unlucky day....or scuk day...
haiz...
now i know......
many things can be happen in a day...
many equiment can be BOOOOOOOOOOOOOMED in a day...
haiz...
ntg 2 say le...
and the debate sound problem is not our fault!!!
reason is~cause the fader suddenly 'sot~sot~' le...
ask sch to sponsor the better equiment la ....
pls dun condemn us~!!!!!!
or may be u'll be XxXxXxX...!!!
unlucky day....or scuk day...
haiz...
now i know......
many things can be happen in a day...
many equiment can be BOOOOOOOOOOOOOMED in a day...
haiz...
ntg 2 say le...
and the debate sound problem is not our fault!!!
reason is~cause the fader suddenly 'sot~sot~' le...
ask sch to sponsor the better equiment la ....
pls dun condemn us~!!!!!!
or may be u'll be XxXxXxX...!!!
Saturday, March 21, 2009
buzy dayzzz
morning :
today is JSHS Electronics clubs 49th anniversary..
yesterday i pack some diy things to be shown today..
@ here...very sory to all guys of D.Dept...
sory for late..
after i reached there...i saw 3 sexy guys ^^ setting up their diy project...haha..
then..same with me lo...
start unpacking my things....
setup my things...mixer & power amp...to 'BOOM' TOP and another noob speaker...
1 ex-electronics came & told many thing bout our future...
i oso sing a song with PW..he's a good partner but when the time we sang...
i heard tat mikes are powerless la...
& mikes gain oso to high
feedback .... 'humming' occured
haiz...
nevermind la...
dance after this ...
then i solo to sang 'xin tiao'....which i doesn't really know lyrics...
haiz...sAD...
sorry to my supporters...,hahaha..
@ nite...
nawruz dinner is coming...
prepare ...
style hair...
haha...
this is the first time i went out with golden hair..
many ppl got supprised.. ^.^
syok-syok sendiri eating....
oops...
candleDance is coming...
preasurred la...
nervous...
but still it still coming...
fortunately....
i know well all the steps...
or maybe i'll die on stage...
today.....buzy...but..happy...
THx GOD..
thanks Baha'ullah...!!!
^ ^
today is JSHS Electronics clubs 49th anniversary..
yesterday i pack some diy things to be shown today..
@ here...very sory to all guys of D.Dept...
sory for late..
after i reached there...i saw 3 sexy guys ^^ setting up their diy project...haha..
then..same with me lo...
start unpacking my things....
setup my things...mixer & power amp...to 'BOOM' TOP and another noob speaker...
1 ex-electronics came & told many thing bout our future...
i oso sing a song with PW..he's a good partner but when the time we sang...
i heard tat mikes are powerless la...
& mikes gain oso to high
feedback .... 'humming' occured
haiz...
nevermind la...
dance after this ...
then i solo to sang 'xin tiao'....which i doesn't really know lyrics...
haiz...sAD...
sorry to my supporters...,hahaha..
@ nite...
nawruz dinner is coming...
prepare ...
style hair...
haha...
this is the first time i went out with golden hair..
many ppl got supprised.. ^.^
syok-syok sendiri eating....
oops...
candleDance is coming...
preasurred la...
nervous...
but still it still coming...
fortunately....
i know well all the steps...
or maybe i'll die on stage...
today.....buzy...but..happy...
THx GOD..
thanks Baha'ullah...!!!
^ ^
Thursday, March 19, 2009
leathershipcamp 2nd day
first thing ...tat i came 2 school is ??
u guess?
marching...
oh yeah..
steem..
....
tat all crazy crazy commity....trick us as a FOOL !!!!!!!!!
turn here turn there...
haiz...
make us wrong...confused...
saw the face tat satisfied....i feel tat wan 2 smack ppl...
calmdown.....
After tat...is the course...the course tat i heard nothing!!!!
dunno wat the XXXX he tried to told...
then...
is the project time...okok la...nothing to said bout ...but...
my project cannot works...
haiz....check later la...
lunch is coming...but.....same again...the scuk 'chuan gui'
then...soo huang & ccs conduct the course...
tell us wat leader mus have...
but...
i tell truely...
i can find wat they told on them...
so u all know la...
Cinema is coming...
yeah...relaxing time...
watch movie...
tat movie hor...
actually...i'm not realy understand wats i'm watched...
slumdog millionare.....
50/50 lo...
then treasure hunt..
find the maps used us 30 min...
then all the time is on finding treasure....
Finally....guess...
lose...nobody find it...
haha...
after the time ended...our dear sweecherng...found it under a leaf...
OMG...
y u so ......=.+'
....
then..
accept the truth lo...
sad...
nvm...
lose ma lose lo...
huh...
after tat take cup lo...silver de....
balik kampung le....bye...
u guess?
marching...
oh yeah..
steem..
....
tat all crazy crazy commity....trick us as a FOOL !!!!!!!!!
turn here turn there...
haiz...
make us wrong...confused...
saw the face tat satisfied....i feel tat wan 2 smack ppl...
calmdown.....
After tat...is the course...the course tat i heard nothing!!!!
dunno wat the XXXX he tried to told...
then...
is the project time...okok la...nothing to said bout ...but...
my project cannot works...
haiz....check later la...
lunch is coming...but.....same again...the scuk 'chuan gui'
then...soo huang & ccs conduct the course...
tell us wat leader mus have...
but...
i tell truely...
i can find wat they told on them...
so u all know la...
Cinema is coming...
yeah...relaxing time...
watch movie...
tat movie hor...
actually...i'm not realy understand wats i'm watched...
slumdog millionare.....
50/50 lo...
then treasure hunt..
find the maps used us 30 min...
then all the time is on finding treasure....
Finally....guess...
lose...nobody find it...
haha...
after the time ended...our dear sweecherng...found it under a leaf...
OMG...
y u so ......=.+'
....
then..
accept the truth lo...
sad...
nvm...
lose ma lose lo...
huh...
after tat take cup lo...silver de....
balik kampung le....bye...
Monday, March 16, 2009
leadershipcamp 1st day
scare bout it la..
the first day i oso late...
haizzz..
when i arrive hor..
they're all @ the basketball court...
lazy...
so..i wait lo...after 5 min...
lunch time le...
wan eat lunchb ar..
wan recite law ar...'chuan gui'
OMG!!!!!!
After tea time...
aiyo...
is the most exited part 4 me..
all ppl in the camp oso know..
RAMSA House be my house le...help me!!! Rescue me!!!....T_T'
& loving theatre be yinjou house oso...haha..
but truely talk....no feel today....=_='
the first day i oso late...
haizzz..
when i arrive hor..
they're all @ the basketball court...
lazy...
so..i wait lo...after 5 min...
lunch time le...
wan eat lunchb ar..
wan recite law ar...'chuan gui'
OMG!!!!!!
After tea time...
aiyo...
is the most exited part 4 me..
all ppl in the camp oso know..
RAMSA House be my house le...help me!!! Rescue me!!!....T_T'
& loving theatre be yinjou house oso...haha..
but truely talk....no feel today....=_='
Friday, March 6, 2009
Monday, March 2, 2009
Today....
Today,i saw the mad of Mr.Pius,
This is the first time i see...he's being angry....
He shouted loudly & stared 0n XXX...
its realy scary...
XXX ar...pls dun be rude !!! behalf urself lar....
i hope tat this is the first and the last time...
....................
..................................
..................................................
This is the first time i see...he's being angry....
He shouted loudly & stared 0n XXX...
its realy scary...
XXX ar...pls dun be rude !!! behalf urself lar....
i hope tat this is the first and the last time...
....................
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What's Bahá'í Believe
All Humanity is One Family-
The Bahá’í teachings emphasize that all of us, as creations of one God, are part of one human family.
Bahá’u’lláh said, “The tabernacle of unity hath been raised; regard ye not one another as strangers. Ye are the fruits of one tree, and the leaves of one branch.”
People of nearly every background, in every nation, have become Bahá’ís.
Woman & Men are Equal-
Full equality and a firm sense of partnership between women and men are essential to human progress and the transformation of society. “Women and men have been and will always be equal in the sight of God," said Bahá'u'lláh.
The worldwide Bahá'í community has been at the forefront of the movement to advance the rights of women for more than a century.
All Perjudice-Racial, Religious, National, or Economic- is destructive & must be overcome
Bahá’u’lláh gave special attention to the problem of prejudice. At the heart of His message is a call for mutual understanding and fellowship among nations, cultures, and peoples.
There is, Bahá'u'lláh insists, only one human race. Prejudice—whether based on race, ethnicity, nationality, religion, or social background—must be overcome if humanity is to create a peaceful and just global society.
We Must Investigate The Truth for Ourselves without preconceptions
One of the main sources of conflict in the world today is the fact that many people blindly and uncritically follow various traditions, movements, and opinions.
Bahá’u’lláh emphasizes the fundamental obligation of human beings to acquire knowledge with their "own eyes and not through the eyes of others."
Science & Religion are in Harmony
The Bahá'í teachings stress the fundamental harmony of science and religion. Bahá'ís consider that it is the same unique God who is both the Author of revelation and the Creator of the reality which science investigates.
If indeed there is only one truth (reality), it is not possible for something to be scientifically false and religiously true; contradictions are attributed to human fallibility and arrogance.
Our Economic Problems are Linked to Spiritual Problems
The Bahá'í teachings envision that economic justice and prosperity will come about only when the essential connection between the spiritual and practical aspects of life is recognized.
A satisfactory solution to the world's present economic crisis lies in a profound change of heart and mind which only religion can produce.
The Family and its Unity are Very Important
Bahá'u'lláh came to bring unity to the world, and a fundamental unity is that of the family.
Bahá’ís understand that the family is the basic unit of society and unless this all-important building block is healthy and unified, society itself cannot be healthy and unified.
Bahá’í writings say, “If love and agreement are manifest in a single family, that family will advance, become illumined and spiritual.”
There is ONE God
The Bahá'í belief in one God means that the universe and all creatures and forces within it have been created by a single supernatural Being.
Such designations as God, Allah, Yahweh, and Brahma all refer to the One Divine Being, Whose nature is unknowable and inaccessible to humankind. We learn about God through His Messengers, who teach and guide humanity.
All Major Religions came from God
When Bahá'ís say that the various religions are one, they do not mean that all the creeds and organizations are the same. Rather, they believe God has revealed Himself through a succession of Divine Messengers, Whose purpose is to guide and educate mankind.
They are expressions of a single unfolding Divine purpose, "the changeless Faith of God, eternal in the past, eternal in the future."
World Peace is the Crying Need of Our Time
Whether peace is to be reached only after unimaginable horrors precipitated by humanity's stubborn clinging to old patterns of behaviour, or is to be embraced now by an act of consultative will, is the choice before all who inhabit the earth.
The Bahá'í community believes that humanity can confront this supreme trial with confidence in its ultimate outcome.
What is Bahai Faith
Founded a century and a half ago, the Bahá’í Faith is today among the fastest-growing of the world’s religions. With more than five million followers, who reside in virtually every nation on earth, it is the second-most widespread faith, surpassing every religion but Christianity in its geographic reach. Bahá’ís reside in more than 100,000 localities around the world, an expansion that reflects their dedication to the ideal of world citizenship.
The Bahá’í Faith’s global scope is mirrored in the composition of its membership. Representing a cross section of humanity, Bahá’ís come from virtually every nation, ethnic group, culture, profession, and social or economic class. More than 2,100 different ethnic and tribal groups are represented.
Since it also forms a single community, free of schism or factions, the Bahá’í Faith comprises what is very likely the most diverse and widespread organized body of people on earth.
The Faith’s Founder was Bahá’u’lláh, a Persian nobleman from Tehran who, in the mid-nineteenth century, left a life of princely comfort and security and, in the face of intense persecution and deprivation, brought to humanity a stirring new message of peace and unity.
Bahá’u’lláh claimed to be nothing less than a new and independent Messenger from God. His life, work, and influence parallel that of Abraham, Krishna, Moses, Zoroaster, Buddha, Christ, and Muhammad. Bahá’ís view Bahá’u’lláh as the most recent in this succession of divine Messengers.
The essential message of Bahá’u’lláh is that of unity. He taught that there is only one God, that there is only one human race, and that all the world’s religions represent stages in the revelation of God’s will and purpose for humanity. In this day, Bahá’u’lláh said, humanity has collectively come of age. As foretold in all of the world’s scriptures, the time has arrived for the uniting of all peoples into a peaceful and integrated global society. “The earth is but one country, and mankind its citizens,” He wrote.
The youngest of the world’s independent religions, the Faith founded by Bahá’u’lláh stands out from other religions in a number of ways. It has a unique system of global administration, with freely elected governing councils in nearly 10,000 localities.
It takes a distinctive approach to contemporary social problems. The Faith’s scriptures and the multifarious activities of its membership address virtually every important trend in the world today, from new thinking about cultural diversity and environmental conservation to the decentralization of decision making; from a renewed commitment to family life and moral values to the call for social and economic justice in a world that is rapidly becoming a global neighborhood.
The Faith’s most distinctive accomplishment by far, however, is its unity. Unlike every other religion — not to mention most social and political movements — the Bahá’í community has successfully resisted the perennial impulse to divide into sects and subgroups. It has maintained its unity despite a history as turbulent as that of any religion of antiquity.
In the years since Bahá’u’lláh lived, the process of global unification for which He called has become well-advanced. Through historical processes, the traditional barriers of race, class, creed, and nation have steadily broken down. The forces at work, Bahá’u’lláh predicted, will eventually give birth to a universal civilization. The principal challenge facing the peoples of the earth is to accept the fact of their oneness and assist in the creation of this new world.
For a global society to flourish, Bahá’u’lláh said, it must be based on certain fundamental principles. They include the elimination of all forms of prejudice; full equality between the sexes; recognition of the essential oneness of the world’s great religions; the elimination of extremes of poverty and wealth; universal education; the harmony of science and religion; a sustainable balance between nature and technology; and the establishment of a world federal system, based on collective security and the oneness of humanity.
Bahá’ís around the world express their commitment to these principles chiefly through individual and community transformation, including the large number of small-scale, grassroots-based social and economic development projects that Bahá’í communities have launched in recent years.
In building a unified network of local, national, and international governing councils, Bahá’u’lláh’s followers have created a far-flung and diverse worldwide community — marked by a distinctive pattern of life and activity — which offers an encouraging model of cooperation, harmony, and social action. In a world so divided in its loyalties, this is in itself a singular achievement.
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